Many times Ive reached it My breakng point Every time it hurts like hell but at least i know im alive every time i reach my breaking point it moves a little further out because I’m alive I proved I can I thank God that I am alive I thank God His Strength carried me this far but I just want to ay I’m done I’m dome movin forward I’m done breaking At least for now I...
What is beauty? I’ve been asking myself this a lot lately. Someone wrote “you are beautiful in every way” on my board. It made my day. I was later crushed to see someone Xd out the word beautiful. I thought to myself “who thinks I’m ugly” Later that week, a girl I don’t know but cross paths with often said “you always look so cute. Why are you so...
The past two weeks have been non-stop work and stress. All sorts of tests and projects and stuff. on top of my week of emotional trauma from bad ptsd reactions. on top of normal stress of where m going to live next year, work this summer, go on without the people i met this year. its just cray. its like i’m on a freak coaster where the speed is the speed of light. I’m so exhausted but...
Have you ever missed someone so much that it hurt? Have you ever felt that way about someone that you aren’t even sure exists? God has done some pretty freakin awesome things in my life and in heart this year. So much so that I want to shout it from the rooftops— but only have the people who really care hear because in order to understand my happiness you must first understand my...
I'm not looking for a fight.
I’m not looking for a fight, but I find it necessary to state and stand for what I believe. If you want to talk to me about what I believe, I’d love to hear from you- privately. I believe in Jesus Christ. I believe in His beautiful Sacrifice. Because of this, I believe in love. I believe I am a sinner. I believe I’ve been set free. But I believe in equality. I believe The Cross...
Why didn’t God take away the scars? Because it was the most powerful story....– Louie Giglio (via littlethingsaboutgod)
"Bright Young Things"
As a 19 year old girl, the thought of Victoria Secret marketing to middle school girls as sex objects makes me sick. Yes, I recognize that there are a large number of young girls who already buy VS lingerie, and so maybe they feel they aren’t reaching all of their clientele. As a business student, I see how a line for the younger generation makes sense. What I do not understand is why the...
Self Image, boys, and waiting
I’m very secure in my self-image, well for a girl my age anyway. And I’m very certain God has the right someone for me at the right time. But sometimes I just want someone of the opposite sex to look at me and say “You are very attractive. Have a nice day.” And leave it at that. And then God’s like “oh silly child, don’t you know the plans I have for you?...
I woke up with calluses on my hands but the calluses on my heart are nothing new I pushed and I poked Tryin to pop it away I dont know what I did to get this —callus on my finger I havent sewn, baked, or picked cotton but it looks like that is all I do It somehow surprises me how parallel my heart and my finger are Callused With no way to heal Callused with no explanation Calluses That...
Two Pure Swans 2/13/13
Two pure swans with parallel lives unknowingly looking for each other But because of their places, they will never meet such a sad story of unfound love So they head for the deep and find themselves in a dark place where parallels can not exist so they find each other in the dark place but now their both so dark they can not be the lights of each others lives what a sad story of a lonely...
Story Book Eyes 2/10/13
Let me tell you a story about how I fell i love with this girl that I saw walkin down the street One look and I saw that she had a beautiful secret to share I looked her in the eyes and saw where her secrets were kept written in her beautiful head And I said Baby why don’t you tell me where you’ve been You’ve got these story book eyes and I just want you to let me in I...
In My Thoughts 6/10/11
I dont want to be alone in my thought tonight There’s no one on the phone helping me through why my life has been such a fight Its a fight while living but I’ll be honest sometimes its the thinking when I lie at rest seeing the memories, vividly as if reliving that gives my hardest test That test that fight, no one knows exist this no one understands why Im not alright that test,...
To Shine Bright 11/9/2011
So I lie here Awake st night Thinking about all those stars Out there in the sky I wonder if Out there in that big black sky If they feel as trapped as i Because I lie here Awake at night Chained to the deathbed called life Oh what it would be To be a heavenly star To not be chained From who you are Yet I lie here Awake at night Thinking about the stars Out there and I trapped here I wonder...
Why hello my lovelies! I’ve done a lot of re-blogging lately, I didnt realize that I havent actually said anything in awhile. Honestly, I just dont know what to say. My heart and mind have been so chaotically at peace I jut dont know what to do or say or think. So here’s an update on my life: i’m falling more and more in love with God and His Plan everyday this scares me, I...
One of the devil’s favorite lies is ‘you are missing out.’ The response to that,...– Jed Brewer on episode 59 of the Say That podcast Get it Free on iTunes or our website (missionusa.com/bridgebox)
I really should be doing homework instead of...
March 1st is Self Injury Awareness Day. Reblog...
sexxxpertise: lostmysoul-tothemusic: thelipsthatmademefly: Any hour of the day, I’m here to help. don’t be scared to ask, please. I am here for each and every one of you. Don’t be afraid to reach out.
all my life I’ve been perfecting the art of invisibility.I succeeded as much as physics allows.Now, I dont want to be invisible #deepthought — Madison Trentham (@MadiLeighT) February 28, 2013
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Somehow I manage to forget it sometimes, but God...
This explains my heart at the current moment. i spent so long building walls around my heart that I didn’t even see that God removed the calluses.
Dear Future Husband, If you ever wonder what a...
started off the day with chapel and then Old Testament. hung out with some friends. enjoyed giving and getting Valentines notes from the hall. made cookies for small group later tonight. worked out while watching hulu. Can we we say successful single Valentines day? I think yes ♥ #Jesusismyvalentine
Awk Valentine's Story of the Day:
walking back to the dorm, by myself, and two guys, looking lost, say”can i ask you a question?” Thinking they are asking directions, I said sure. Instead they ask me all the questions about what impresses me most about a guy, if appearance matters, etc. They introduce themselves, wished me a happy valentines day, and said that they looked forward to see me around campus....
It’s nights like this where I wish I could play an instrument I just want to sit here and play and write and just forget the world.